Friday, January 3, 2014

New year, Many changes.

It's been awhile, hasn't it ? 

I'm a little bit rusty people so forgive me if there's any wrong 😂

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR people ! It's 2014. Damn, didn't think it would come this fast. I'm turning 22 ! Still can't process that thought though. I still feel as though I'm this little kid that can't seem to grow up and be mature. Hopefully that would change one day soon. Can't keep being a kid all of my life right ? 

There's sooooo many changes this past year. For one, I'm currently studying in Kedah for my Degree. The distance was tough at first, but I'm taking it one day at a time. Syukur pada Allah SWT, I can adapt to being away from my family. 

One other thing that I learned last year is that, when Allah SWT closes a door, He would surely open up a window for you. Even if it's just some space to breathe. I've lost an important person in my life, due to egotistical attitude. But I'm not the type that would force people to change, i just take it as a lesson in life, that not everybody can accept you as you are. Well, for old time sake, I'm taking this chance to make a public apology. I'm sorry. Halalkan segala makan minum ilmu saya, maafkan segala salah silap saya. And I just have to say that I can't go through the things you've put me through any longer. I'm sorry that it's come down to this. 

And this year also, I lost my last standing Grandfather. He was my mother's father, and his absence is felt by all of our family. Al-Fatihah to my beloved Atuk. 

Before my ramblings go any further, I'll just stop this here. Again Happy New Year everyone ! Hoping this new year will bring many many Rezeki to all of you out there 😊

Lots of love,
Hany Shah Al-Edruce.

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