december .

the first thing i want to say is that i feel like December is going to be an emotional month for me .

I don't know why but as soon as i realized it was the 1st of December, i felt as if my tears are going to flow non-stop . Have you ever had that feeling as if all of the world is against you ? The feeling when even though there are family and friends holding you up but still you feel as if it's time to give up ? When you feel kind of abandoned without a rope to hold on to ? Have you ?

I jut don't know what is wrong with me .