suprisingly .

Today surprisingly, i can answer my Management Quiz . Rasa nya ooook koooot . But oh what the hell . Before tu pulak got Accounts class , we got our quizzes back . I got 29/34 . What do you think ? High ? Low ? Hmmm . I think to me it's lower then I expected so better do more exercises Hanim ! You have to make you're parents PROUD ! Ok so moving on .

I'm on my period and damnit if it didn't hurt ! Seriously it's like so annoying ! I don't know if it's true but some people say period pain is only half of the pain when you give birth . You know time nak beranak nanti ? Haaa sakit period ni baru sikit jaa . Goooosssh ! I hope it ain't true sebab time period ni pun da rasa macam merana gilaaaaaaa ! Anyway leaving that topic now and moving on to my health . I've been sneezing for almost five days noooow . What am I suppose to do ? My head is aching because i keep blowing my nose and now i feel like my nose is stuck ! Makan ubat pun tak hilang and I feel like almost coming down with a fever . And tomorrow there's this In-freakin-saniah program and I'm suppose to go feeling this crappy ? haaaaaaaaa !

Allah, could you please let me be healthy ? at least for tomorrow and ahad ?

Anyway, right now I've jut finish taking out my kain from the washing machine next lvel maklum lah basuh baju seminggu sekali . I've also just shawored and now I dah wangi . All that's left to do is eat ! n_n

alone .

orang cakap dalam dunia ni hidup mesti berteman dan bersahabat .

tapi bagi saya, better i'm alone rather then be in a crowd of back-stabbing friends .

life is tough , i admit . but life is tougher with these kind of friends . I'd rather be alone daripada melepak dengan kawan kawan yang penting kan diri sendiri . Maybe I myself is selfish . But let me tell you something, you need to be selfish at times to achieve what you want . If you always care what others say , it might bring you down . It might tear you apart . It might make you loss in a world of self pity . So better you think of yourself rather than think of what they say .

Staying here at Lendu, I've encounter lots of different kind of people . Back-stabbers, two-faces, even liars in the face of innocent little angels . So the only way i know how to survive is to trust my self and only me . Dad & Mom are hoping the best from me . I love them and i want to do my best for them . Allah i hope you can hear me . I know I'm not the best of Muslims , but please hear my prayers . You're the only ONE I can ask for help, and you'll ALWAYS be the ONLY one I ask for help .

Allah almighty ,

Hear my prayers, straight from the heart . Open the way for me to survive here . Tabah kan hati dan semangat ku untuk terus berada di sini . Beri kan keselamatan terhadap ibu bapa dan keluarga ku yang berada di rumah . Beri kan juga keselamatan diri ku yang hidup di dunia-Mu ini . Ya Allah , aku harap kau berikan aku kekuatan untuk membuat ibu bapa ku bangga atas pencapaian ku . Makbulkan lah doa hamba Mu ini , ini sahaja yang ku minta .

Amin .

I hope, no I pray that everything is going to be alright .

how am i suppose to do that .

how did you think i was suppose to just sit there and watch ?

how did you think i was suppose to just shut up and listen ?

how did you think i was suppose to just follow what you say and be happy ?

that's the problem ; you DIDN'T think .

i'm stronger than this .

i'm better than this .

i'm tougher than this .

and the best part is , you're NOTHING like me .

stressed out .

husssssshhh . Tension nya kena balik Lendu hariniii ! Penat nya rasa badan . Assignment maths and akaun tak siap lagi . Janji nak buat dgn friends kejap lagi , tapi rasa macam malas nak pergi . Sebab nanti kalau buat ramai ramai nanti , mesti tiru bukan buat sendiri . hmmm . Macam mana eeh ?

Kemalasan yang melanda teramat kuat . Temptation untuk baring di atas katil dan melelapkan mata amat sangat tempting ! ya Allah , kenapa lah aku ni malas sangat yee ?

Takpe lah . Apapahal aku nak siapkn maths dengan akaun dulu . Later dudes n_n

love

anym

updated .

just updating while i have time peeps ! ni haa . nak letak la pulak gamba happenings dekat ini pulak . Tadi arrived at about 4++ p.m. Now tgh duduk lepak lepak makan and everything , some of the 'anak daras' are swimming in the pool outside . Now semua dah tergolek telantang . hehe . Just see the pictures babies !

we're just an ordinary family that eats together !

p/s ; now saya nak tidooo .

Chinese New Year .

hello hello ~!

This year I welcome February with CNY and Family Day !

Actually now I'm, I mean WE are on our way to A Famosa for our annual family day ! On my mothers' side that is . Though this year one of my aunt's family can't make it because her husbands' sister is getting married . Meaning we don't have an events planner so we just tried to go with the flow . Akak bawak Saidina and Sahibba to play . I don't know whether it would be fun or not . Sooo, just wish us luck ! Hope we will have fun this three days !

p/s ; will update later with pictures !

sumpah sexxxay !

ya Allah kenapa la kau bagi aku minat orang sexy sexy ni ! susah hidup akkuuu !

Big Bang's GD & TOP adalah the most sexiest men ALIVE !

tak percaya ? cuba tengok video clip baru diorang 'Baby Goodnight' ! Guaranteed caiiiiiir habis ! hiiiiiiish . Jealous aku dekat minah dua ekor dalam mv tuu ! really really wish it was me ! n_n

anywy i don't freakin care ! i'm changing my blogs' song to that song ! I CAN'T HELP IT !

they are too freakin HOT for me !

GD stop smiling at that girl honey . She's not worth it .

and TOP baby your eyes melt me !

Pleassse excuse my fandom tapi ini adalah salah satu part penting dalam hidup saya . Without music i'm dead . DEAD i tell ya ! So sesiapa yang nak jadi boyfriend saya and nak tahu apa characteristics that i want, amik la GD & TOP sebagai panduan ! kiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~!

amat amat lah bertuah aku kalau dapat boyfie yang macam ini !

Ya Allah ya tuhan ku ! Bila nak kasi I boyfie ni ? I nak yang macam GD & TOP keyh ?

hihihi . n_n

sexy people !

p/s ; siapa yang tertarik nak tengok music video 'Baby Goodnight', sila rujuk ke bahagian sebelah kiri blog saya . Jika anda ada dengar lagu romantik yang berkumandang, haaa itu la lagunya ! Kalau nak tengok MV tu lagi besar, klik ja icon youtube yang dalam MV tu keyh ! Enjoy!

love ; anym